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I really feel like shit. I am so stressed out. I have no time to do anything, and it is all my stupid brain's fault. I really did not want to leave school before the process systems was done. But it was already five and everyone was tired. I hate this shit. I need to hand things in, but I have no time to do things. "Lab work" for directed studies is supposed to end on April 25. The oral presentation is on May 14th. The final report is supposed to be done by then too. I am FUCKING stressed out. I want to scream, and bitch at everyone and cry at the same time because I feel so disappointed and helpless. Process systems reminds me of my high school calculus and physics classes. Combined. I barely passed the both of them. I feiled my provincials, and I think only made it by on the kindness of my teachers. I HATE this class. I do not know what I am hearing in lecture. I don't know what he is saying or what his point is. It makes no sense. I am helpless.
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