September 12, 2002
I have about 12 different writing implements in my pencil case for school. Why is it, then so bloody hard for me to find ONE DAMN WORKING BLUE PEN in there?????

I was supposed to work yesterday and today after school at school. I opted out for yesterday since it was 9/11 and I was tired...I went to Marks and cried on his sofa instead. I'm still tired today. But I have lots of assignments to hand in tomorrow.

I don't know if I can take this school year. I'm frightened beyond my wits....everything is so different, so new, so unfamiliar. I want to go to sleep and wish it all away but it surely will not be that way.

i want to be on the workforce already, making my money and living my life...getting enough sleep. It'd be nice..

hard to believe that just two weeks ago, i was probably sitting at the beach soaking up some rays, when now i'm daydreaming in the classroom and trying to stay awake at the same time.

It is almost eight. So it's time for procrastinating me to get a move on.

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