The big day is tomorrow. Tomorrow, E P will no longer be..she will be his bride and with many joyous tears.. They wed.

I am nervous for them already.

I was nervous already last night.

The entire wedding party and ecetera gathered for one final night out last night. Nine pizzas, tubs of ice cream and chocolate brownies later....we left in our own cars, jaded, unreal..separate from one another.

Things will never be the same...but in many ways. Many different ways it is good.

I was never one for change. But without change, you do not grow. and without growth....

I'm thinking i will speak tomorrow at the reception. That is if i don't feel like a bumbling idiot.

My best friends' wedding. Is tomorrow.

We're going to go decorate the restaurant and the church tonight..one night...and then it will all be over. six months of planning..

*sigh*