It is already the 2nd of December. It feels like the
more and more I want time to slow down, the more and
more it speeds up...and for other things, it slows
down.....like when I really want to see or be
somewhere, or be with someone..
We're going to Victoria after my finals are over and done with. During the week so that the hotel rates are cheaper, and the weekend has wound down...It is going to be SO GREAT!!!! The transportation to T-town ferry terminal, including ferry, including transportation in Victoria, plus two nights accomodation and 2 mornings of breakfast, plus all the attractions -- wax museum, royal museum, parliament, underwater aquarium -- will only be LESS THAN $200!!!! I am so excited I don't think be able to sleep some nights. I just really want to go.
Let's go...and then it will be movies, and dinners, and Christmas....beautiful, wonderful Christmas, and then a fresh new year, before I know it.
I can't wait.
Last night I lay with Marks' arm around me, half on him, half on the bean bag, and I fell into a near-sleep of relaxed love.
He stroked my arm with his fingertips and his palms, this rhythmic, soothing stroke... my hand at his waist, his face in my peripheral vision. It was like a dream....A dream so real that it was.
I will have known him for two years in January. It's an amazing, powerful realization that it is...when really, I feel like I learn about him more each day. And I love him more each day.
I like how we've grown together and supported each other..I love the warmth and the comfort that he gives me. I tell him often that even if I haven't been sleeping soundly during the week, all I need is to visit his house, or to hear his voice before I go to bed. And then I fall into a deep sound sleep.
I'm so lucky.